I know I shouldn't, but all I can think about right now is how crappy all of my old work is... and how crappy my work now is... and how nothing's really changed, save for now I'm a cynical bastard.
Or at least, that's how I see myself.
Also, WHY IS THIS TURNING INTO A MENTAL ANALYSIS!? OH GOD MAKE IT STOP!!
Stopped.
Anyways, on a slightly different topic, when I last made a journal entry, I was half driven to work on something, but shortly after, that drive just disappeared.
That project has been put to the side, but for what and why, I've no idea.
I guess I'm waiting for something to... inspire me? I don't think that's the right word